I have a romantic attraction to Patrick from Spongebob?

Not a physical attraction... because I'm pretty sure he's a cartoon character. But I admire his childlike outlook and his purity. I have a recurring dream where he and I are on a date at the Krusty Krab and Mr. Krabs runs out of Krabby Patties and we have to share one. Is this normal? I told my 11 year old son about it and even HE thinks I'm weird!! Thanks!